Shortly after joining the Air Force, I realied that A. I have a lot of growing up to do and B. i made a LOT of stupid mistakes. It provided me with the ability to write again, and so i bring some of them to you.

I Wanna F*** you
(this poem came waaay before the snoop dogg n akon song so dont even trip!)

Not because of your banging shape, or those sexy eyes,
even though they do help, but it probably comes as no surprise
Kinda cause of your style abd how you present yourself,
in a way that seperates you completely from everyone else,
surprisingly, it's who you are and how you act that makes me horny,
because sometimes i swear to god you act a little bit like me,
like that time we went for a drive and we drove past that high school
with niggas holla'n and bitches hatin, but you kept your cool
like "F*** them, dont bother me" and sometimes i feel like that too,
but to see that confidence within you makes me want to come close to...
The times when you make me laugh, i appreciate that smile,
and the way i'd like to pay you back may sound kinda wild,
by making you scream while i use my tongue to taste your cream, do you know what i mean?
again, it's how you act that makes me want to dig out your back
like a single person at the end of a play goin "clap clap, clap clap"
you show that you deserve my fitness for 12 hours
and more, because like me, you drink martini sours,
listen to what i listen to,
and because I we can have deep conversation, we can, in my eyes, have some deep love making too
The thought of who you are to me makes my heart race,
makes me want to kiss the smile that isn't a resident of your face,
just to taste,
your funky emotions, in whole,
in its entirety, my tongue trying to reach out and touch your soul.
My body, used as a tool, to see the true you better,
as we drip drop, cause we get hotter than the summertime in a sweater
I'm Sayin!! Whatever you want, I will do it for you,
Cause i Love who you are, I wanna Fuck you!

That was, and still is how i look at my future prospects. Looks fade overtime, but it takes longer for the personality to fade.

I Miss My Friend( Dedicated to Chocolate )

She was my voice of reason,
the purpose that was more to me then the changing of seasons
The test board for my decisions, right or wrong,
the very purpose of me writing this psalm,
these words of praise that in these days are well deserved,
instead of beats laced with sex, and rhymes bout curves,
she is more than just a woman, she is a blessing
and every time that we talked, i learned a lesson,
someone who showed me a way through the impossible,
and lent me her strength to break through any obstacle,
and leads me away from what i cant overcome, either a battle not to be fought or later to be won,
And I Would've done the same for her any day,
any second any hour that she asked, and it's ok,
automaticaly, butnow i'm far away on my own,
in a new environment and i'm feeling alone,
there are some that look like her, but it's not the same,
as if they aren't beint recognized by parts of my brain,
that hold on to the very key parts of you,
and never could i dream of replacing you,
Your soul is so familiar and true,
but now it's hard for me to describe what i'm going through,
because of the distance between us two
the only thing that i can say is that i miss,
my friend.

There will be more on the way...